Reveal.

Nothing's going right.
Life's unpredictable, you can never expect how things might turn out.
Maybe it's everyone.
The people around you, they can just lie straight to your face, put on a facade and you'll never, ever know how they really think, how they really feel.
Everyone wears a mask, everyone has a secret, anyone can turn against you, any day, anytime.
They smile, they laugh, but behind your back, you'll never find out what's happening.

Why does trust feel like such a feeble, unimportant virtue that's constantly brushed aside?
It's so difficult to contain the belief that not everyone is like that,
that there are true friends out there who'll speak the truth.
The fake atmosphere is just stifling.
You don't know where to go, you can't escape.
People are capable of anything.

It's so disheartening, it's a fact I don't want to accept.
I'm beginning to collaspe into a state of disillusionment.
Nobody is like they seem.

Not anymore.
I hate this.
It's what's happening around me.
Maybe it's this phase. But my faith has taken a slip.

Some things just work the way they do.
Honestly, nothing seems to be real anymore.
good riddance to you. I'm so glad you're gone. After what you've put me through.
Today was sec four farewell.
Not much to say.
Because I don't know how to feel anymore,
I don't know what to believe in anymore.