Approximately 11 hours from CAP.

So, Creative Arts Camp starts tomorrow.
Gosh, five days at NUS, staying overnight. So if anyone needs to reach me, call me at night yeah?
Not in the day. I'll probably be lonely and miss phone calls.
At least I'll have beth(:

Why must the camp be held in the first week? I'm so not ready to be whisked off to some foreign place in Clementi. And I have three camps this June, immediately after CAP, comes PLTC.
I want to shop, hang out with friends! And tennis.
I'll be missing Roland Garros too, damn! Will be updated whether Federer makes it through sms by brother. AND WHOEVER WATCHES IT PLEASE JUST SMS ME. I NEED TO KNOW.
And I won't be able to watch Boys Over Flowers! I'm so addicted to it, that I stayed up until 2am to watch it on Saturday night. Tired of waiting for Channel U to show it. It's so romantic, and funny too. Thought it was lame at first but I laughed my ass off at other episodes.
Korean drama craze back again. The last time that happened, my life revolved around Princess Hours. That was so long ago, and now is so over. 4 years?!?

Really hope the camp will be fun. I'm a bit apprehensive? But hopeful.
Gonna miss tons of people.

Toodles, may everyone have an awesome holiday.

I need inspiration for my two CAP essays.
Ahhh which camp gives you homework?

And it'd be awesome if Singapore could host a big scale tennis tournament one day (even though that's highly impossible)
I'VE BEEN WATCHING ROLAND GARROS EVERYDAY.
I'll be missing one week of action at NUS. Do they have cable?
I don't think I can survive without the internet either. God save me.
Sharapova's back! I hope she continues her strong form. Screw Murray.

My last meal of subway with Kah Shun and val at parkway today after aspen.
Subway Melt's my new favourite.

Been randomly searching movies on Wikipedia and IMDB.
I made a list of old rom-coms I have to see, which includes Bridget Jone's Diary, The Family Stone and Sweet Home Alabama. I watched Bridget Jone's Diary years ago but I suddenly thought about it, and I really want to watch it again.

Trying to get Clueless too. But it's such an old movie I don't even think they sell the dvd. 1993 man. Planning to buy the He's just not that into you dvd when it's out. Ah. I'm such a hopeless romantic.

Holidays ftw.

Last day of school, we all managed to get out of PE and played Captain's Ball the whole period.
I was a careless asshole, didn't ctch the ball which landed right smack in the left side of my face.
I thought my glasses were going to shatter. Left eye and face were red until recess.
Operation clean-up, b-o-r-i-n-g.
So not fun. Maybe Sec 3's supposed to be like that.

So actually it really doesn't feel like the hols.
It feels like just another friday. Planning to buy the Boys Over Flowers DVD later at Parkway.
Yayness.

Old melodies and distant memories.

Played chinese songs on my ipod at midnight in my room last night.
For some inexplicable reason, I began singing softly, then louder and louder, pouring my heart and soul out into all the slow songs that followed. I was fraught with so much emotion that I almost cried. Managed to remember most of the lyrics last mouthed a decade ago.

I would definitely do that again.

Feeling really empty today.

Ditching free mix-ins tuesday.

Drama at Ice Cream chefs with tessa, rachel!
We spent almost 8 bucks each on ice-cream, and laughed so much we wanted to puke everything out. Awesomest funnest bunch of spastics(:
Who knew Tesaa hated camwhoring?
Chocolate and hersheys with kueno bueno and brownies is the bestest combi ever.
Rachel liked mine so much she went to get one herself.

"Slut!"
"Skank!"
"Bitch!"
"Whore!"
"Biatch!"
"Prostitute!
"Motherf****** bitch!"
"Man lady!"
...........

"Sexless human organ!"
!?!??!!?!?!??!!???!???!?!?!?

We should get jerseys, 'cos we make a good team.

So much for the english newspaper project.

French Vanilla Berrylite yoghurt rocks.

Ain't no sunshine.

Fridays are the best days of the week. Not.
Script checking was crap. For once, I actually found all the mid year papers manageable, and was pretty confident. Oh wow.
Failed cheena. I really thought I had a good chance of passing, but oh well.
It's cheena. Expected. Extremely demoralizing.

English was even worse, cried in the hall. Was so disappointed (It's english!) in myself and upset. The marks, the essays, are still somehow stuck in my mind.
Emo for the whole day. I don't know how the heck they marked the stupid stituational and compo. I can't be bothered to elaborate, but got an effing B3 overall.
When was the last time I got B3 for freaking english? Coudn't stop crying.
Amath didn't get any better. Was relieved that I passed, but honestly, in comparison to other people for other classes, my marks are utter shit.
But I deserved it. It's my fault for not practising.
Cried on the phone again while talking to ange. Thinking about eng and amath keeps making me tear.

Thanks to Ruo Xi for comforting me, my awesome index number partner.

Had no mood for guides, but Ixora bonded. Kinda. Subway with the gang for dinner.
I am not looking forward to Monday anymore.

Okay, I'm so not over idol.

Just watched the 2-hour results show.
ZOMG. SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPELIDOCIOUSLY AWSOMEEEEEEE TO THE MAX.

I got all angry again after seeing Kris being announced the winner.
COME ON, HE DIDN'T EVEN EXPECT IT! HE WAS LIKE STONE FOR 2 MINUTES.
And yes, den was right. Simon looked pissed. Hahahahahaha he didn't even stand up to clap!
But I will admit, don't want to seem like I'm not being fair.
Okay Kris is really cute. And he's a good singer. And I think I would buy his album.
His songs do cater to more people I guess. I still like the song Remember the Times, the best.

By the way.
Which sounds better-
Winner of American Idol Season 8: Kris Allen
Winner of American Idol Season 8: Adam Lambert (DUH OBVIOUSLY THIS!)

I can't believe I only just realised how hot adam is. (whatever to the gay factor)
HE IS THE COOLEST THING EVER.

Yeah okay fine Kris won. I think I'm quite alright with it now.
After listening to his songs several times on itunes, I can see why he's so popular.
He kinda won me over. A bit.
I really dislike Megan Joy. I know she's long out and this doesn't even matter, but Alexis should have so stayed in instead of her. Megan is, annoying? Her voice is whiny.
Black Eyed Peas were the bomb. FERGIE'S BACK, YO.
Was totally wowed by We Are The Champions, BOTH WERE REALLY GREAT.

Depression.

Adam didn't win!

Was so excited this morning and couldn't wait for the results. Five people ponned school today and we all suspected it was because they wanted to watch the finale.
Smsed den, manda, fai to tell them to immediately sms me the winner.

Jumped up whenever my phone vibrated but false alarm.

Faustina got a call, whole class was so noisy.
Faustina STARTED SCREAMING AND I THOUGHT ADAM WON!!
BUT IT WAS KRIS. KRIS!
Me, esther, faustina began mourning, while Nat, Emmanuelle, Atikah rejoiced.
Thank god it was a free period.

I mean, I thought I was going to cry. Was so pissed and upset! It's pretty ironic, because just weeks ago, before Gokey got out, I really disliked Adam. But after the final two were revealed, I listened to some of Adam's songs and watched interviews, and I realised he was a really awesome singer, with great charisma and star quality. And it sucks that he didn't win, because he totally deserved it, based on last night's performances.
IT WAS LIKE ALREADY CONFIRMED FROM THE BEGINNING THAT HE WOULD WIN IDOL! Even if it had been a Danny-Adam final, I would still have felt Adam deserved to win.

Crap lah. Stupid teenyboppers who voted for Kris. Kris is a good singer, but Adam has so much more talent! He's different, he has his own personality and whatnot.
I shall attempt to be a gracious loser. Congrats Kris.

I'm sure Adam will be more popular in the future.

:)

The All-Star Jam.

Phototaking was too fast. I think I looked utterly retarded for the fun shot.
Some people from Mediacorp came to film Natasha for the School Nationals during bio, OMG IT WAS SO COOL.
Sat with her during lunch too, and it was difficult to debate over who would win American Idol with the camera just behind me.

But we all tried to act natural. Hahahahaha.
Even though Nat was totally in the spotlight, (we were all like extra) it'll be so embarrassing if I really do see myself on tv.
I'll hide my face.

Ice Cream Chefs (AGAIN!) with weisze, I'm getting so addicted to the ice-cream there. (about time, really)
Still remember the first flavour I tried was Mrs Smith, when I went there with my mom in 2007. Had no idea it would become so popular with tk people.
Don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
The holidays better start soon.

I suddenly feel incredibly stupid and that my english is seriously dying.
Read Ryan's essay today and realised that his essays are even better than mine, his narrative stories are actually, unbelievably good. I was so shocked but impressed.
He doesn't even read books!
Damn! Crap man. My writing has always been something I've prided myself upon, and now even my own sec 1 math science nerd of a brother is writing better than me.
Gosh.

This is so bad. I seriously have to improve my narrative and write less descriptives (which honestly, aren't even good.) Don't know why I'm so stressed out by this. Maybe I just have too high expectations for my English. I guess it's always been that way?
Which means if I have to use my HMT as my L1 for mid years, I'm basically screwed.

Whirlwind.

Go on road trip to San Diego,
you don't have time to think.

What is the point of life if you don't live it?

Instant classic.

I might as well have not come to school.
Two stupid lessons of emath and chem, and talks and more talks.
But Soo and Rozz were cool.
Guides after school.
Thanks to Jas and Jie Shi, we were the only three that passed gadgets.
Tried to set up the tent, but it totally died on us.
I can't bear to think about the retest.

ANYWAY.

I could scream my heart out now. Federer beat Nadal.
Repeat.
Federer beat the invincible Nadal on clay. In Spain. In two sets.
Tell me about it. I still can't believe it, but yeah. I feel like dancing on the streets right now.
Scream. Scream. Scream.

We're better off without you.

Spent the entire night doing facebook quizzes, and creating my own.
Managed to pass almost all, but I think I failed Laura's and Wei Sze's quizzes.
Oops. Go take mine, everyone! So far, nobody has been able to pass. I was like, shocked?!!?!?
Maybe it is kinda difficult, if you don't hear me babble/rant often. Heh. Someone, please try to pass. Thanks.

I woke up on a high today, because Federer got into the finals of the Madrid Open.
I feel like jumping on a cloud and flying off to Switzerland now.
I was so worried that I couldn't sleep the entire night.
Even though chances of him winning are relatively low, (I mean, Nadal's the flipping King Of Clay!) but I'm just so happy to see him in a final, that it doesn't matter if he doesn't win. But of course if he wins I'll cry lah.

Will be missing half of French Open, due to camp. Grrrr. Can't wait for Wimbledon-the best of them all.

So far, English Newspaper project is screwed to the max.
The DM didn't even address us about it! And now they come and give us this kinda crap, that the deadline is next week.

Stupid stupid.

Hypnotic.

Explored Tampines One with manda on thursday, the topshop there is the bestest EVER.
Bought more diva stuff with my coupons, later trailed to Tampines Mall to watch The Ramen Girl. Sweet, light-hearted comedy. And it gave us cravings for ramen.
I'm still not very wowed by the Tampines area (Note: I absolutely detest Tampines Mall) but Tampines One is pretty okay. It has a different kind of atmosphere, perhaps more high class?Oh-it has Frolick. Yay.

Thanks Manda, it was awesome fun with you!

:)

My mom called me just after and told me she bought me that black tank top dress with the purple checkered bottom at the topshop from Bugis. The one that me and den tried on last time, but did not buy. I screamed and screamed. It was half-price, or else I would never ever afford anything from Topshop. I only have a tank top that I bought there with some coupons.

Today's shopping trip with den was cancelled, had to attend the Creative Arts Programme briefing at MOE with Beth.
Took 16 there, got a little lost in the rain, but we made it just on time!
I thought it would be just any normal camp, but apparently it's rather prestigious or something to be selected? They kept going on and on how it would be life-changing, and extremely fun.

Hmmm.

A week at NUS sounds, long.

I'll miss Subway.

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is.

I am extremely upset, because Danny is out.
This is so unfair.
And Adam didn't even get the highest number of votes! I mean, how is that possible?
Chris has so many darn supporters (half of America's screaming teenage girls, probably)
Well, since danny's out, I'm supporting Adam. After watching the results show, I realised he is very charismatic, besides being a fantastic singer. He deserves to win, honestly.

If Chris wins, I will scream the roof down in protest.

Katy Perry was super awesome. She is so pretty!
She wore a cape with Adam's name on it, can you believe it? Now we all know who she's supporting.

Tongue tied and over-loaded.

Yesterday.
Baking at athena's house with the crazy jokers.
Bridged, spammed "hey baby" and flirted with some lucky people on msn, baked m&m cookies, the noob way. Hilariously uber fun.
Coudn't resist them and stuffed four into my mouth even though I had a horrible cough and tons
of phlemgm. Killed my throat.
Athena's house is the bomb. I want to live there.

Finally played Hotel 626 in a dark room, as seen from the dark blurry picture with two green blobs (me and jasmine).
Screamed my living lungs out, jasmine and athena were the only brave souls who used the mouse, being it their second/third times there.
Jerry had her face half hidden in her shirt. HAHAHA.
Damn it is hell scary. I couldn't bring myself to navigate with the mouse and in the end jas did everything.

Subway at toa payoh with jas, walked till our legs nearly gave way.
Today was alone time. Went all the way back to school to get my tennis racket in 3e3's classroom cupboard.
Cycled at east coast park for three hours, watched American Idol.

WHAT THE HELL LAH. Danny is incredibly good. Okay yes, I know adam's the best and gonna win, yadayadayada.
BUT HOW CAN PEOPLE EVER THINK KRIS IS BETTER THAN DANNY?
Kris is way out of adam's league anyway.
The final would just be weird.

If Kris was an ugly old man, nobody would care about him.

Not that I'm saying I don't like Kris. I like Kris! He's good. But danny's still better. In terms of singing, vocal-wise.
It is a singing competition, after all. Kris reminds me of Blake from Season 6. And look where that's got him.

You make me crazier; crazier.

IT ALREADY FEELS LIKE THE HOIDAYS DAMMIT.
Slacked the whole of yesterday and friday.

So far, only indices have been covered.
and a horrible flu is making me feel like sleeping all day.
I really wish more chick flicks and rom coms can be released.
Me and Wei Sze have made a deal to watch Hannah Montana.
Not going to care what anyone else thinks.
Yes, I hate Miley, but not Hannah. The show's super funny.


I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real

Forgetting the days.

PARKWAY HAS FREAKING SUBWAY.
PARKWAY HAS FREAKING SUBWAY.
PARKWAY HAS FREAKING SUBWAY.

I went crazy when I saw it opposite Berrylite yesterday.
Was hyperventilating like shit.
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I think I'm the only one who's so happy.

Smsed Subway fans like becca, beth, and called Pei hua.
It's like a dream come true, I swear.
I still remember about a month ago, I wished Subway would open at Parkway, because I hated having to go to Singpost to eat.
And it really did.
But I liked Swissbake. Thought they were doing well! Gonna miss those tiny jam croissants and hazelnut vanilla puffs.
Tookaway my favourite tuna sub with manda, it was so crowded and the queue was really long.
I'm gonna be a regular there. Slacking my days away and chatting with friends.
REBECCAAAAAA! SUBWAY PRONTO.

I now owe Rachel a subway cookie because I didn't believe her when she said Subway had opened. Now I do. Heh.

Lit was alright. My hand didn't ache as much as Geog.
I hope the teachers won't be sick of having to pore through my long essays. It suddenly struck me that it's the quality, not the quantity. And I really hope I didn't narrate when I wasn't supposed to.
One more paper to go, and then I'll jump over the moon.
Went back to parkway in the evening yesterday.
Bought the mothers' day gift for mom. At first bought 4 roses, but the lady at Mini Toons tried to con me into buying more by saying 4 was an unlucky number.
I burst out laughing because it was amusing.

Tsk. How cunning can salespeople get nowadays?

Poof.

I feel brain dead.

Have a horrible running nose. And the scary thing is that Swine seems to be more serious now. Cancelling of assemblys! That's great, but incurred by something bad.
Sneezed my guts out today.
I broke the record in dad's car on the way home.
25 times.

After the 16th, there was a pause in between and then I started sneezing again.
Rachel who got a lift can be the witness(:

When you're just really down on your luck.

I lost my wallet.
Bloody effing shit crap.

Couldn't find it yesterday morning before going out with crystle.
Searched the entire house for it, but since I was going to be late I just grabbed some money and coins and left it at there.
Came back home to find it but it is still missing.

I think I must have dropped it on the way home from the Bedok Stadium bus stop on Thursday afternoon. So great now it's Saturday.
My maid said she saw my wallet on my table on thursday, but after combing through the entire freaking house we still can't find it. So she must have remembered wrongly.
Retraced my steps today from my house, to the bus stop, and then after parkway, walked all the way back from the interchange and attempted to retrace my steps again.
My wallet is still nowhere to be seen. Went to the police station this afternoon teary eyed to report it.

I have a borders discount card, a mini toons discount card, a popular student card, an expired cafe cartel card, a banquet food court discount card,a borders gift card with $6 bucks in it, and The Pines country club pass inside.
And my mom just topped up $50 bucks in my e-z link.
Could life get any sweeter?
Thank god there ain't any money inside.

I feel like dying.
The wallet is my freaking life. I rather lose my phone than my wallet. Bloody cards are so bloody ex. And ironically, on thursday afternoon on the bus ride with mandy, I was thinking how doomed I would be if I ever lost my wallet, and that'll I'd make sure that would never happen.

HOW THE FREAKING FISH DID I EVER LOSE IT?
I DON'T REMEMBER EVEN DROPPING IT.
HOW CAN IT NOT BE IN THE HOUSE?!?!?!??
ALL MY CARDS! MY PRECIOUS CARDS!

Prayed to St. Anthony a billion times, and that I would study my ass off if I found my card back.
I can't concentrate on anything now, knowing my wallet is lost.
I curse the bloody bastard who found my wallet and didn't bother to return it to me. May you rot in hell, asshole.

For now, I'm just hoping that isn't the case. Omg I really really hope it'll miraculously turn up somewhere.

You're my wonderwall.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN!

Kallang Leisure Park with Crystle today.

SEVENTEEN AGAIN WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME.

Harry Potter and the half blood prince trailer started showing the minute we entered the cinema.

Screamed and screamed and screamed and stood in the middle of the aisle just stoning at the screen. Luckily the cinema was near-empty.
During the movie, we were both constantly spazzing and spazzing about how hot zac efron was. My eyes were glued on him half the time.
Laughed like shit and cried like shit. I don't think I've ever cried so much in a movie before. Crystle was laughing at me.
ZAC EFRON IS SO DAMN HOT. Freak it omg. Spazz spazz.
He acted really, really well. And was super charming. Whatever to HSM.
I WANT TO WATCH SEVENTEEN AGAIN AGAIN! Michelle tratchenburg is my newest favourite actress now. For those unaware of who she is-Ice princess, Buffy the vampire slayer, Eurotrip, Georgina sparks from gossip girl!

So far my favourite rom coms/chick flicks are He's just not that into you and Seventeen again.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Bought Karen and Alethea's present, ate at some sushi place on the top floor. My phone and
camera have a million pics in them now. Walked around just talking and chilling.
I love the chicago souvenirs crystle gave me. And the collage (considering I'm the one always
doing collages) The keychain with my name on it is so nice. Yay to all the paiges in america.

I AM SO GLAD I WENT OUT TODAY.
Even though I have a whole pile of crap left to do, and will probably tear my head off trying to
finish everything.
THANK GOD I DIDN'T WAIT AFTER THE MID YEARS, OR ELSE
SEVENTEEN AGAIN WOULD HAVE FINISHED SHOWING.