You don't know how much you mean to me.

I just realised I am really bimbo, and that I cannot do without saying"Ohmygosh/ohmygawd" for one day. Because practically all my sentences contain an OMG, (not oh-mem-gee, that's way too bimbo combined with ah-lian, in my opinion) and it's become this habit that I cannot seem to shrug off. Did practical at Aspen in the morning, and I screamed my lungs out when the sulphuric acid spilled onto my hand. "AHHHH I TOUCHED IT! I TOUCHED IT! OMG IT BURNS!" Drama queen much. I totally overreacted, being caught offguard. I didn't even feel anything. Mrs Ng looked like she wanted to pour the acid over my head.

Guides Carnival was crazy, went there with Jasmine and Athena. Besides the ridiculous amount of people that actually bothered to come for the carnival (J thought nobody even knew about it), the sound sytem was constantly blasting out korean songs that reverberated throughout the Guides house, like the ubiquitouos "Nobody" and several BOF songs. My shift consisted of walking around the stupid place with ten bags of cream puffs (which Ms Aliah so generously dumped into my poor hands in a box) and halfway through, I looked as though I had come out of a sauna. I very nearly wanted to strip out of my guides uniform and walk around naked. Yes, it was that hot. Slacked at the staircase and played Taiti, Bridge with J and A.

The most awesome part was that I managed to catch up with Wei Xuan and Laura! Call us the happy CAPpers. I miss those guys so much.Hung out at Junction 8 Subway with J and A, later met up with Laura and we circled Junction 8, just chatting and whatnot. Pity Mel couldn't join us:( CAP Drama outing at Cathay tomorrow, I'll probably only be staying for lunch.

Rushed down to Bueno (? KINDER!) Vista MRT station where I met Crystle, and we both got lost on the bus trying to make our way down to ACJC. We ended up at bloody NUS, WHERE CAP WAS HELD. I was crying out in consternation. Thank god we finally found the place after hopping on numerous buses. I felt like a loser-ish schoolkiddo nerd when I appeared for the performance in my Guides Uniform, while everyone else was so glam in elegant gowns. Saw the CAP councillors- Chu Ting, Greg, Rachel, Rohan and Sam. and I was too shy to talk to them because I felt so extra. I really regret it now, because I gave the impression that I was really anti-social. I miss all of them. It's just, I can be really shy at times, depending on the situation. Anyway. The performances by the Drama Elective Programme at ACJC were really, really good. Never The Sinner, Bus Stops, Stuck At Neutral, Mama Looking For Her Cat. I cried during Stuck At Neutral, Eleanor's performance. Went over to congratulate Eleanor afterwards, she was simply amazing.

I owe an apology to Crystle for being such an annoying lovesick teen. I don't understand how I cannot get a grip on myself and snap out of this phase, because Paige Lim does not act like that. I seem to be unable to contain my emotions, and I feel so embarrassed that I really wish I could hide away in a corner. I blame myself for feeling this way. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PAIGE. Zomg. I've never felt this way before, it's such a cliche but yeah. I can't help but feel this way, it's like this overpowering thingy that it's taking over me.

You have no idea how your mere simple wave made my day, that the words you spoke left the sweet aftertaste of a memory in my mind.

Thank you.