Waiting for the seasons to change.

TGIF - not. (learnt this abbreviation from beth today)
Had one of the worst fridays ever. But I'd really like to thank everyone who comforted me, I'm really touched.

After chinese tuition, sat on the curb forlornly near NTUC at nine-thirty while waiting for dad to pick me up.
And suddenly, this car shone its blinding headlights right into my eyes, before swerving frighteningly near me, and for this ephemeral moment I just wanted it to smash right into me.
But then again, some people think of such stupid ludricrous scenarios when they're so disconsolate and upset.

I would never want to kena something like that lah, obviously.

I guess I've gained enlightenment today.
That true friends are those that'll stand by you, listen to you pour out all your grievances; problems and no matter what, they'll just find a way to make you better. That true friends will stand the passing of time, and nothing can replace friends whom you've known for such a long period, because you'll know they'll be there for you when you need them.

Maybe it's not always a neccessity to constantly promulgate how grateful you are for all your friends, or prove this fact with a flurry of annoying "ILY <333333333s", or gush mushy-wushy words so sickeningly sugary sweet that they can cause tooth decay, because sometimes these things just seem so fake. After having been uttered so casually and commonly in so many other circumstances, won't the true meaning and actual sincerity of such words gradually dissipate and mean nothing eventually?

I just hope all those who've comforted me, stood by me all this while know how much I appreciate them, even though I may not say it aloud all the time.
I'm so blessed to have such friends.
I really, really am.

So thank you.