Friday, October 23, 2009

I wrote elegiac stanzas for you,

OMG I PASSED CHINESE. I GOT A B3. THIS IS INCREDIBLE.
AMAZING. MIRACULOUS.

On another note, anyone want to buy guide cookies? If you do please tell me, I'll get you a tin. Three flavours- chocolate mint, chocolate cream and chocolate crunch (new flavour), and it's 1 tin for ten bucks. I NEED TO SELL MORE. All my regular customers last year have abandoned me as their supplier hahahaha.

So, even with the exams over, life is kinda mundane and I feel so lethargic. I also feel like I've let some really great people down, in one way or another through my various actions and words which were seemingly innocuous at first but in retrospect, I realise they actually had a tremendous impact on those people. Looking back, I feel absolutely horrible, I don't know what got into me. I've been so self-absorbed and caught up in my own world that I haven't taken time to observe everything around me and reflect. Maybe it's a case of taking other people for granted, and I feel so ashamed, and I don't ever want to do that ever again. We don't always get second chances, do we?

I don't think those people I've let down even feel know that i've let them down (does this make any sense?) but I have, and I'm really sorry.

On yet another note,
Please make up your mind. Maybe I'm overeading this. But - It really hurts being dumped aside, now that you've gotten tired of me.

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