You'll have to cry me out;
I am this close to shooting myself if I don't go out of the house.
This convalescent period is going to be harder than I thought.
Feel like a prisoner incarcerated in my own home.
I really miss going out with so many people, and there are some that I haven't even gotten the chance to go out with yet! And I missed An Education (which I read from reviews was a superb movie) and Fantastic Mr Fox. New Moon can go to hell for all I care. I really cannot comprehend why everyone's so manic over a lousy movie.
The only good thing that came out of everything:
fish + fruits everyday has caused me to shed 3 kg (every cloud does have a silver lining after all hahahaha) But being good-food deprived is just torturous, having an op cancels out a diet of virtually anything nice-tasting. I would give the world to taste chicken right now.
I have concluded that if I do not start on tys now, I'll probably have a mega freak-out moment a week before school and tear my hair out. Being "sick" gives me even more unwilling reason to get started on things since I cannot go out with friends. But somehow I can't bring myself to do anything, and this is actually a big cause for concern. Motivation is needed!
PS: I am addicted to worms world party. Anyone play that game before? I sound like a moron but the computer game keeps me for hours on end.
And I just realised I actually hate going online. I can spend hours on the com everyday but I never bother to sign in. I don't really like chatting on msn because I find it so impersonal, so robotic and emotionless? I'm weird I know. I mean, wouldn't a phone call be so much better? I love hearing people's voices muffled on the line, even if there's static or the buzz sound at times it comforts me that there's always someone there for you on the other end. Hearing their voice is just as good as talking to them face to face (of course the real thing is better) I guess for msn it's the same thing, but sometimes the words in the convo feel so...foreign. Like anyone could have typed them.
I love phone calls.
This convalescent period is going to be harder than I thought.
Feel like a prisoner incarcerated in my own home.
I really miss going out with so many people, and there are some that I haven't even gotten the chance to go out with yet! And I missed An Education (which I read from reviews was a superb movie) and Fantastic Mr Fox. New Moon can go to hell for all I care. I really cannot comprehend why everyone's so manic over a lousy movie.
The only good thing that came out of everything:
fish + fruits everyday has caused me to shed 3 kg (every cloud does have a silver lining after all hahahaha) But being good-food deprived is just torturous, having an op cancels out a diet of virtually anything nice-tasting. I would give the world to taste chicken right now.
I have concluded that if I do not start on tys now, I'll probably have a mega freak-out moment a week before school and tear my hair out. Being "sick" gives me even more unwilling reason to get started on things since I cannot go out with friends. But somehow I can't bring myself to do anything, and this is actually a big cause for concern. Motivation is needed!
PS: I am addicted to worms world party. Anyone play that game before? I sound like a moron but the computer game keeps me for hours on end.
And I just realised I actually hate going online. I can spend hours on the com everyday but I never bother to sign in. I don't really like chatting on msn because I find it so impersonal, so robotic and emotionless? I'm weird I know. I mean, wouldn't a phone call be so much better? I love hearing people's voices muffled on the line, even if there's static or the buzz sound at times it comforts me that there's always someone there for you on the other end. Hearing their voice is just as good as talking to them face to face (of course the real thing is better) I guess for msn it's the same thing, but sometimes the words in the convo feel so...foreign. Like anyone could have typed them.
I love phone calls.
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