Someone tell me, how the hell I am going to get through the entire year.

All we know is falling.

I hardly have any time of my own nowadays.
Everyone seems really busy too, (judging from the sad states of their blogs)
Well, I got off to possibly the worst start in the whole of my four years here (ironically, it is the last year but yes)
I feel kinda amused by myself, because I feel so rebellious but yet not an inch of remorse has consumed me.
Got booked today for eating in class, by zaine. I think I will be on his permanent blacklist for the rest of the year. Now I wince at the sight of poker cards (but after considerate deliberation still join in the bridging, I'm taking so many risks and it's just cards like wth but once bitten twice shy, I can't afford to get into trouble again.)
This is the first time I've been booked twice in a month. Woah. I've never even gotten more than three bookings in a year. And this time, none of them are nametag-offences! Shit shit shit shit.

Got punished by adela chee today, had to STAND ON THE CHAIR for almost the entire period. YES. As I was the only one who didn't do a single bit of holiday homework and yesterday's assigned homework, hence was the only one who had to stand on the chair.
A first for me. Who ever ever gets such a rare punishment? I'm going to take this in my stride, and I'm not the least bit humilated. It's my fault anyway. The view from the top was kinda nice actually.

Let's hope the week ends soon.
Really, really soon.

Origami

The smooth crisp of new paper
Sharp, sleek, like new suits on sale

We scramble for the pieces
Bright bold hues calling
A myriad of colours clutter the table
A draft, and they

Flutter

Fold here and there
In half, then into perfect angular quarters
Again and again
Symmetry’s key

Imprinted crinkles
Like meandering distributaries
Cut the lines between
From clean to weatherworn like an old pair of shoes
The paper’s stained with creases of time




When bored, write senseless poems.

Things we forget.

FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL IS OVER.
And boy am I glad.
To sum it up-

first day: cards confiscated
second day: was personally scolded by mr zaine for playing cards until I cried.
third day: lost report book (found)
fourth day: left wallet in school bus (got it back already)
fifth day: had the worst ever flu and nearly fainted in school/almost got knocked by a bicycle on the way to the bus stop

Why do I feel like I don't have a life nowadays?
School really sucks.
Grrrr.

First day!

Came to school super hyper and crazy, I just love first days because they're so full of screaming and hugging and everyone looks so cheery after reuniting with everyone else. Talked until my mouth became painful during assembly and Mr Peh actually told me to talk less and not laugh so loudly (two things I actually do) so as to not strain the muscle on my face. I don't know whether that's true, but anyway. He looks to be a promising form teacher.

During recess: rachel's cards got confiscated by Mrs Sim- an ominous sign for future bridging sessions.

Orientation for sec one was quite alright, 1/6's friendly in the sense that at least some bothered to utter back sentences in response to my questions and also ask me others today, they seem to be a lively bunch! Yay.

Tomorrow will be another slack one before the real grilling starts. Will enjoy it while I can.

Last of late nights

It kinda sucks that tonight's the last night of freedom before school starts. But I'm actually really glad that I ditched homework for 7 hours of impulsive fun.
Flea at spore flyer, prank calls, caramel frappe. Thank you vic and nat, really enjoyed myself, the thought of school just makes me feel like puking. EFFING HOMEWORK. Still not done, will never be done.

I feel like chopping my hair off.

New Year's Resolutions :

1) Mug ass off
2) Put social life on hold
3) Mug ass off
4) Mug ass off